he is not a disingenuous person, not ever, but sometimes choosing to smile means shuffling a different card beneath it; it's a balance, to feel everything in ways that one weight does not send the other sailing out of control. it's easier around someone without judgment, or expectation.
he looks considerate, a gentle flutter going across the thinnest fins he has. he smiles when he reaches a conclusion. ]
I expect there is no reason at all. Maybe it was just an act of nature.
[ a typhoon. a ceaseless rain. difficult in its intensity but without any intention. ]
I do still have that life—not all of it. A bit that feels more real than just dream or memory. It's strange, when I'm sure I did not live it.
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he is not a disingenuous person, not ever, but sometimes choosing to smile means shuffling a different card beneath it; it's a balance, to feel everything in ways that one weight does not send the other sailing out of control. it's easier around someone without judgment, or expectation.
he looks considerate, a gentle flutter going across the thinnest fins he has. he smiles when he reaches a conclusion. ]
I expect there is no reason at all. Maybe it was just an act of nature.
[ a typhoon. a ceaseless rain. difficult in its intensity but without any intention. ]
I do still have that life—not all of it. A bit that feels more real than just dream or memory. It's strange, when I'm sure I did not live it.