scien is thoughtful as he listens, pondering it over. it lines up with what he knows about lucien. to be caught somewhere between all his crazy.]
I do not think it is useful to live in the past. I have my own share of sins that I have to accept, even though those were actions I took in my sound mind.
So I believe in taking responsibility in the actions caused by your own hands, even though you need not overly blame yourself for them. [a beat] At the very least, that is what I felt after I dissected my own assistant for a reason that made no sense.
That was me, and it wasn't me. However my hands are still the ones bloodied.
[ regrettably, he is not immune to being sad or serious sometimes, it's nothing new. but he'd usually do a better job keeping it to himself? ]
...Yes. It was similar to the killings here. Our minds were touched with madness, and we hurt one another.
[ his fins droop. they behave like dog ears. big... sad...... :( ]
It truly wasn't any of their faults. They were moved by an outside force. But they are the ones left with the consequences, and it's difficult—divorcing guilt, from responsibility.
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scien is thoughtful as he listens, pondering it over. it lines up with what he knows about lucien. to be caught somewhere between all his crazy.]
I do not think it is useful to live in the past. I have my own share of sins that I have to accept, even though those were actions I took in my sound mind.
So I believe in taking responsibility in the actions caused by your own hands, even though you need not overly blame yourself for them. [a beat] At the very least, that is what I felt after I dissected my own assistant for a reason that made no sense.
That was me, and it wasn't me. However my hands are still the ones bloodied.
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...Yes. It was similar to the killings here. Our minds were touched with madness, and we hurt one another.
[ his fins droop. they behave like dog ears. big... sad...... :( ]
It truly wasn't any of their faults. They were moved by an outside force. But they are the ones left with the consequences, and it's difficult—divorcing guilt, from responsibility.
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[HELP!!!! says the man who commits so very many horrors for the sake of his goals]
Your emotions are what's swaying you. So is your care for one another, and it's clouding your judgment again.
... but since even I haven't gotten rid of this particular intertwined feeling, I have little I can say.
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Well, I'll take it as a comfort that you haven't sorted it out either.
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... but it's near impossible to write it out of the system. And I think most of you wouldn't like that.
[at this point, scien wouldn't like that either]