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prince sidon! ([personal profile] polliwog) wrote2024-02-24 04:10 pm

scien

🧪🦈
egodist: (✧ and you want them back)

week 6, sunday

[personal profile] egodist 2024-04-15 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[sooooooo

auction items are unlocked :) which means that in the stasis bay, where scien had been spending a solid amount of his time, he's looking at the now glowing, active, awake reliver machine. it thrums with a foreboding energy and scien is at one of the monitors, running a diagnostics check. when sidon wanders in, scien glances up]


Oh? I thought you'd be caught up with your adoring fans.
egodist: (✧ take my hand)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-04-16 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
To be "back" suggests I ever stopped.

[but he seems content with the distance sidon stands... too many people have wandered too close. scien will just continue to run his stupid lil diagnostic tests to make sure things are working]

Though I wonder if I might be a little bit more like you soon, based on how my next experiment goes...
egodist: (✧ buddha is not laughing)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-04-17 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Give myself a heart that actually feels things.

[so he'll have for real emotions... that's like sidon. he seems emotional]
egodist: (✧ there's nothing real)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-04-17 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[my beloved nu this is sunday pc]

I wouldn't call it a change... I already decided that I would amend the problems Relivers had in the first week here, when I discussed the matter with Dahut.

It doesn't change that I find many emotions to be more detrimental than helpful... but I do consider them surprisingly necessary for the human experience.
egodist: (✧ but bad boys bring heaven to you.)

[personal profile] egodist 2024-04-20 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Without emotion, there is stagnation.

[and he frowns, recognizing this.]

I have been the same for very many years, improving small systems bit by bit, but I had lost my sense of inspiration. That has been more inhibiting than I expected.