do you think about how sidon has no real idea of what a freak owner is? the most unnerving thing he did was kiss his feet weirdly on a dare? i think about this a lot
but no for some background, the monsters in zelda are like uncommunicative aggro assholes, some are smart but it's more like an animal intelligence. but there's also a bunch of different species obviously, looks at the zora. so for him meeting someone who was not human, and unabashedly said so, was kind of a relief!! he understands why, but a couple people thought sidon was a monster/were alarmed/wanted to attack him out the gate, so even if that didn't ~hurt his feelings~, it was still nice to skip over that part completely and jump to a mutual understanding.
so he felt a very immediate connection with owner, and was open about that; 'demon' doesn't have a good connotation where he's from either but it was very much like, well, this is a totally different world and it's best to keep an open mind!!! like this is a person who is a totally different species from him, so he was prepared for some huge disparities in perspective, culture, etc. sidon is exhausted by racist boomer fish in canon.
however, owner never did anything to be Very Different in his eyes? they spent a lot of time just hanging out and holding hands, and sidon is SUCH an extrovert and owner is a sociable creature so they really bounced off each other well? owner is also someone who is polite but would put him in his place if he did anything stupid, which is good. and like with the missing arm, it's not like owner hid it from him as long as he asked? so overall they vibed a lot and he really would've been fine just chatting about nothing forever, manifesting good things and holding hands and buying matching friendship sunglasses.
but he was also of the mind that like, owner wasn't telling him everything. not maliciously, just that he was not really a Feelings Blabby person, which was okay!! but as someone who might live to be 400+ he has seen and experienced the woes of a longer lifespan and kind of worried about owner in terms of what he might not be sharing.
AND THEN SIDON DIED, BYE!!!!!! he was actually not that worried about leaving owner behind unfortunately, he was just like owner's tough and will be okay. though like him bringing his sunglasses to trial was very sweet... i don't know owner's true heart but in general sidon was touched that he really did think of him as a friend. and then the w4 reunion was nice and he was really happy to see him again!! HIS PAL!!!! oh yeah i'll go on the lucktordon tangent here, he was not annoyed by love arrows, it did kinda sting in the end but that wasn't really owner's fault so much as sidon's actions afterward that caused problems. and they had a nice talk about it.
sidon: love has so many moving parts and is hard to understand owner, kindly: yeah it is incomprehensible and inescapable forever and then you die sidon: oh okay!
plus he is pretty hard to upset, so he was mostly like... i think you actually should apologize to viktor instead. the actual worst part was that he fell in love with viktor the week he died, because trauma, but that was also not owner's fault. but then there was CYOA, bleak. he violently murdered owner and felt awful about it, and then owner died for real. in the cyoa though he only got to see owner's dream for a second in like, fucked up bits and pieces in aeor, but it really stayed with him? so when he died irl, people were comforting sidon but his response was actually was more like.. i wonder if owner will be disappointed when he shows up here.
(i'll give u his letter since you never got it also: I wish I had more room with which to apologize properly. I'm sorry, my dear friend. I know it was a dream, yet the harm I caused you was real. I would beg not your forgiveness, but only your peace and continued happiness. Please let Guy know the same. I should've held your hand through your pain.)
cw: suicide-ish nothing graphic just talk of death anyway that's why he wanted to talk to owner when he showed up and asked him about his dream!! to make sure he wasn't misunderstanding it. and like, knowing that owner was exhausted of his existence did make him very sad, and he did selfishly want to keep his bond with owner even if maybe the nicer thing to do would be to offer to find a way to permakill him. sidon is someone who is unconsciously very afraid of losing people so he wouldn't be able to think that way, but he also wants owner to be happy, so he's just going to try and live a long time and be his friend for 300 years and hope that's vaguely entertaining for him to make up for inevitable goodbyes. he does still hope he outlives owner somehow and that he finds peace.
w7 memshare was funny because he was like, wow owner you really do have to deal with love a lot, but also it was like the one time he saw that owner is kind of a LIL JERK to some people. which was interesting, but he didn't read into it too bad. like in general he thinks owner is genuinely trying to help the people in his inn so he wouldn't say things to actively sabotage that, even if he's being a provocateur... again he has no clue about owner's freak side. and with endgame, it was like, well of course owner has regrets he's 9230480923 years old, and he will probably ask about them whenever i feel like i can do my tags again. i don't know how to describe their cr besides that they are besties and he just treats owner like any other guy even if he can grow 40000 limbs.
but yeah sorry he is going to be so annoying and text him like LOOK AT THIS CRAB!!! (SHITTY PICTURE OF A CRAB) WHAT A GREAT CRAB and try to visit his inn!! i have no idea how sidon would deal with knowing he's killed a bajillion people. probably tell him that if he did that in front of him he'd have to try and kill him, and that sucks. let's go to the beach instead? he thinks as long as owner has enrichment it's probably fine, he has no reason to believe he'd do a mass murder at this point.
chuus owner on the forehead they were so inexplicably cute and i'll never be over it
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but no for some background, the monsters in zelda are like uncommunicative aggro assholes, some are smart but it's more like an animal intelligence. but there's also a bunch of different species obviously, looks at the zora. so for him meeting someone who was not human, and unabashedly said so, was kind of a relief!! he understands why, but a couple people thought sidon was a monster/were alarmed/wanted to attack him out the gate, so even if that didn't ~hurt his feelings~, it was still nice to skip over that part completely and jump to a mutual understanding.
so he felt a very immediate connection with owner, and was open about that; 'demon' doesn't have a good connotation where he's from either but it was very much like, well, this is a totally different world and it's best to keep an open mind!!! like this is a person who is a totally different species from him, so he was prepared for some huge disparities in perspective, culture, etc. sidon is exhausted by racist boomer fish in canon.
however, owner never did anything to be Very Different in his eyes? they spent a lot of time just hanging out and holding hands, and sidon is SUCH an extrovert and owner is a sociable creature so they really bounced off each other well? owner is also someone who is polite but would put him in his place if he did anything stupid, which is good. and like with the missing arm, it's not like owner hid it from him as long as he asked? so overall they vibed a lot and he really would've been fine just chatting about nothing forever, manifesting good things and holding hands and buying matching friendship sunglasses.
but he was also of the mind that like, owner wasn't telling him everything. not maliciously, just that he was not really a Feelings Blabby person, which was okay!! but as someone who might live to be 400+ he has seen and experienced the woes of a longer lifespan and kind of worried about owner in terms of what he might not be sharing.
AND THEN SIDON DIED, BYE!!!!!! he was actually not that worried about leaving owner behind unfortunately, he was just like owner's tough and will be okay. though like him bringing his sunglasses to trial was very sweet... i don't know owner's true heart but in general sidon was touched that he really did think of him as a friend. and then the w4 reunion was nice and he was really happy to see him again!! HIS PAL!!!! oh yeah i'll go on the lucktordon tangent here, he was not annoyed by love arrows, it did kinda sting in the end but that wasn't really owner's fault so much as sidon's actions afterward that caused problems. and they had a nice talk about it.
sidon: love has so many moving parts and is hard to understand
owner, kindly: yeah it is incomprehensible and inescapable forever and then you die
sidon: oh okay!
plus he is pretty hard to upset, so he was mostly like... i think you actually should apologize to viktor instead. the actual worst part was that he fell in love with viktor the week he died, because trauma, but that was also not owner's fault. but then there was CYOA, bleak. he violently murdered owner and felt awful about it, and then owner died for real. in the cyoa though he only got to see owner's dream for a second in like, fucked up bits and pieces in aeor, but it really stayed with him? so when he died irl, people were comforting sidon but his response was actually was more like.. i wonder if owner will be disappointed when he shows up here.
(i'll give u his letter since you never got it also: I wish I had more room with which to apologize properly. I'm sorry, my dear friend. I know it was a dream, yet the harm I caused you was real. I would beg not your forgiveness, but only your peace and continued happiness. Please let Guy know the same. I should've held your hand through your pain.)
cw: suicide-ish nothing graphic just talk of death
anyway that's why he wanted to talk to owner when he showed up and asked him about his dream!! to make sure he wasn't misunderstanding it. and like, knowing that owner was exhausted of his existence did make him very sad, and he did selfishly want to keep his bond with owner even if maybe the nicer thing to do would be to offer to find a way to permakill him. sidon is someone who is unconsciously very afraid of losing people so he wouldn't be able to think that way, but he also wants owner to be happy, so he's just going to try and live a long time and be his friend for 300 years and hope that's vaguely entertaining for him to make up for inevitable goodbyes. he does still hope he outlives owner somehow and that he finds peace.
w7 memshare was funny because he was like, wow owner you really do have to deal with love a lot, but also it was like the one time he saw that owner is kind of a LIL JERK to some people. which was interesting, but he didn't read into it too bad. like in general he thinks owner is genuinely trying to help the people in his inn so he wouldn't say things to actively sabotage that, even if he's being a provocateur... again he has no clue about owner's freak side. and with endgame, it was like, well of course owner has regrets he's 9230480923 years old, and he will probably ask about them whenever i feel like i can do my tags again. i don't know how to describe their cr besides that they are besties and he just treats owner like any other guy even if he can grow 40000 limbs.
but yeah sorry he is going to be so annoying and text him like LOOK AT THIS CRAB!!! (SHITTY PICTURE OF A CRAB) WHAT A GREAT CRAB and try to visit his inn!! i have no idea how sidon would deal with knowing he's killed a bajillion people. probably tell him that if he did that in front of him he'd have to try and kill him, and that sucks. let's go to the beach instead? he thinks as long as owner has enrichment it's probably fine, he has no reason to believe he'd do a mass murder at this point.
chuus owner on the forehead they were so inexplicably cute and i'll never be over it